It started like any ordinary day. He woke up to the gentle light of dawn streaming through the curtains, the warmth of her body curled against his. For a brief moment, he felt a sense of tranquility, as if everything in life was perfectly aligned—just as it ought to be. But when he opened his eyes and glanced at her, something changed within him.
Something felt off.
She was still there, peacefully sleeping next to him, her hair spread out across the pillow. The sight of her should have been soothing, a source of comfort, but instead, an unsettling feeling crept in. It was the same sensation he had been wrestling with for weeks—vague, shapeless, like a shadow flitting just out of sight. Initially, it had been nothing more than a fleeting concern, easily dismissed. But now, it clung to him, enveloping him like a chilling fog.
He couldn’t quite identify this feeling, but it gnawed at his insides, as if the woman lying next to him, the one he had lived with and cherished for years, wasn’t who she appeared to be. His mind spiralled into confusing, unwanted thoughts, struggling to make sense of this inexplicable feeling.
Maybe it was just stress. Work had been piling up, pressure accumulating from all sides. He had been unfocussed, unable to concentrate, his thoughts constantly drifting. Perhaps he was simply overanalyzing things, allowing fatigue to play tricks on his mind. But no matter how often he reassured himself, he couldn’t shake the sense of dread that constricted around his chest every time he looked at her.
At first, he tried to dismiss it. He tried to bury the feeling deep down, trying to set it aside amidst the routines of daily life. They moved through their usual rituals—sharing coffee in the mornings, trading pleasantries, watching the same TV shows in the evenings. But the growing distance he felt toward her persisted. It wasn’t solely emotional; it was physical too—she felt like a stranger in his home, sharing his bed. A stranger intimately acquainted with every detail of his life.
One night, they sat on the couch, watching a movie together. She laughed at something on the screen, her eyes sparkling in the dim light. He studied her intently, attempting to dissect what was wrong, striving to see her as he always had, as Maya—his wife, his companion. Yet, the longer he gazed, the more uncertain he became. Her laughter, her movements, even the small gestures she made—none of it felt like the familiar comfort it once had. And yet, it was undoubtedly her.
“What’s bothering you?” she asked, noticing his intense gaze.
He shook his head hurriedly. “Nothing, just a bit tired.”
She smiled, and for a brief second, he almost believed it. But later that night, as she lay beside him in slumber, the doubts surged back with renewed intensity. Was it really her? Or was it someone else altogether?
The question burned in his mind, consuming his every thought. He couldn’t shake it. The more he tried to reason with himself, the deeper his uncertainty festered. He began to notice small shifts—details that once seemed insignificant but now felt monumental. The way she folded her clothes was different. The scent of her perfume seemed altered. Even her handwriting appeared slightly off when she left notes around the house.
One day, he found himself combing through old photographs—wedding pics, vacation memories, anything to reassure himself. But every image of her, smiling back from a past that felt distant, only deepened his confusion. It was her, wasn’t it? The same face, the same eyes. But now, those images felt like they belonged to someone else, someone lost to time.
Then the dreams began. They started off innocently enough—happy recollections of their life together. But soon, they morphed into darker visions. He dreamed of Maya’s twin sister, Sonia—the one who had tragically died years ago. In those dreams, Sonia was alive and standing in front of him, beaming that mischievous smile she always wore.
And then, a horrifying thought gripped him. What if the woman lying next to him wasn’t Maya at all? What if it was Sonia? The notion was ludicrous—Sonia was gone, she had passed away. He had mourned her absence. Yet once the thought took hold, it festered, spreading its roots deep within his mind like a sickness.
He became obsessed. The once-clear line between reality and fantasy began to blur. He started scrutinizing her every action, searching for clues—signs that he wasn’t imagining things. Her laughter, her voice, the way she touched him—everything began to feel foreign, as if she were an impostor wearing Maya’s guise.
He tried to confront her once, his voice shaking as he asked, “Do you ever think about Sonia?”
Her demeanor darkened immediately. “Why would you bring her up?”
“I don’t know,” he stammered, retreating. “I just… I’ve been thinking about her a lot lately.”
Her reaction was cool, distant, as though mentioning her sister was a topic best left unspoken. But the look in her eyes after that, a flash of something unreadable, sent chills down his spine.
The days dragged on, each one worse than the last. Sleep eluded him, and he began to avoid her, terrified of what he might say or what truths might slip out. The house that had once felt like their sanctuary now felt like a prison, its walls closing in around him. He struggled to breathe, to think clearly; it was slipping away.
And then it happened—the night everything shattered.
They sat together at the dinner table, the silence between them heavy and oppressive. He fixed his gaze on her from across the table, his heart racing in his chest, the question he needed to ask weighing heavily on his mind. He could no longer bear it—the doubt, the fear—it was driving him to the brink.
“I need to ask you something,” he finally managed, his voice just a whisper.
She glanced up, her eyes locking onto his. “What is it?”
He faltered, his throat parched and his hands unsteady. “Are you… Maya?”
She blinked, her expression unreadable. “What kind of question is that?”
“I—I don’t know what to think anymore,” he stuttered, his mind in freefall. “I’ve been wondering… what if you’re not Maya? What if you’re Sonia?”
The words lingered in the air, weighty and definitive.
For a brief moment, she was silent. Then, slowly, a smile crept onto her face—a chilling, knowing smile that sent a shiver through him.
“I knew you’d catch on eventually,” she replied softly.
His heart fell into his stomach. “What?”
Her eyes sparkled with a shadowy glint, something he couldn’t quite place. “Maya never had a clue, did she? She had no idea about our plans. But you—you always knew.”
He shook his head, struggling to make sense of her words.
“You were the one who approached me,” she went on, her tone laced with malice. “You wanted her out of the picture just as much as I did. And look where we are now.”
Memories pummeled him like a relentless wave. The affair. The scheme. The accident. He’d buried it all so deeply that even he had forgotten. But now, everything surged back—the shame, the deceit, the blood on his hands. He had taken Maya’s life. And now Sonia was here, wearing her face.
His thoughts raced, desperately trying to cling to something—anything—real, but the ground beneath him felt like quicksand. Her words reverberated in his mind, distorting into chaos until he couldn’t discern what was true anymore. The woman sitting across from him—was she his wife or her mirror image? His lover or his betrayal? Maya, or Sonia? Who was she really?
The world around him faded. His heart thundered in his chest, the room tightening around him, breath shallow and uneven. It couldn’t be true—it simply couldn’t be. Yet the truth—or what might have been the truth—had already emerged. And now, it was engulfing him, tearing apart the very fabric of his sanity.
The faces in the old photographs—were they Maya’s or Sonia’s? The body he’d cradled in his arms on those long nights, the voice that called to him—had it been the woman he adored or the one he had plotted with? He couldn’t decipher it any longer. The memories were intertwined, a twisted mess of deception and betrayal that he couldn’t unravel.
His vision swirled, the walls of the room dissolving into oblivion. Was she smiling at him? Or was it all a figment of his imagination? He could no longer trust anything—not even himself. The burden of his guilt pressed down on him, crushing him, suffocating him. The truth was unleashed—whatever it might’ve been—but it only dragged him deeper into despair.
He felt himself losing grip, reality slipping through his fingers as the room whirled around him. He didn’t know what was real anymore. All he understood was that he had torn apart everything—Maya, Sonia, his own self. He was ensnared in a maze of his own invention, with no escape in sight.
And as he crumpled to the ground, shattered and defeated, his mind fell away completely.
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Ok!! Now I am thinking
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